The dust of stars like specks of silver paint on charcoal canvas
nvr seems to bore me with their mysterious glare into the night life
yet they seemed like falling tears when they cascade like waterfalls,
depicting the scene in my heart
the world full of hopes yet sadness
full of mysteries yet jaded
full of laughter yet cries

thE foRevEr speLL

LikE thE stArS sHininG iN thE skY..
ouR fEeLinGs wuN disAppEaR..
evEn iF ouR hAnds bEcoMe seParateD..
two oF uS wuN forGet thiS....


Yozora ni hoshi ga matataku you ni
Toketa kokoro ha hanarenai
Tatoe kono te ga hanaretemo
Futari ha sore wo wasurenu kagiri

i paint on the nite sky..
the onli dream i hav..
to becomE ur star somedae...
lit by the midsummer constellations,
we pray together in silence,
in our heart of heart...
that we may stay together...
the Light has come forth now,
inside our hearts..

The loneliness that remains after we part
hurts as much now as it did back then
I know we'll be able to meet again tomorrow,
but somehow
I just don't want to leave your side
Hold me softly in your arms, please
Oh, but I would give everything,
to safeguard this bliss we have now, forever
The constellations of a summer night sky envelop us in their light
We join our voices in song, softly, softlyI'll teach you a secret word, just for you alone
Hey, let's bind our love in a charm together.

We walk home, along the path we always take, our hands together, our fingers entwined, we never part
If only we could stay like this forever, if only time would stand still, but time slips aways, slowly, slowly.
The dreams I sketch upon the night sky paint out just a single picture:
That one day, I'd become a star for you
One day

Whenever I look upon your gentle eyes, somehow, I can't stop the tears from welling
I've never known such sorrow, such pain before but...
..I love you
The constellations of a summer night sky envelop us in their light
The two of us in silent prayer
That we might remain, just like this, together,with our passionate feelings, forever
At this moment, the light springs forth into being, within both of our hearts.

You've always hidden your weak side, pretending to be strong
even on the days most painful, you'd look up and smile
The dreams we saw as children, that resounded within our hearts, were waiting just beyond that door
Oh alabaster angels, dancing as your descend - ride the wings of the coming wind
You shine so much brighter now - so leap, to the highest places far away
Within this wide world, if you'll always be by my side
I'll find the strength to go on, even if darkness should consume me
And I believe in the days that we'd argue and laugh, until we couldn't go on any more
Oh alabaster angels, dancing as you descend - on our journey, on this long and winding road
Hold your hands up to the clear night sky - for I'll always care for you
Oh alabaster angels, dancing as you descend - face the dazzling sun
The courage within your crystal clear eyes'll be a potent, unshakeable Power
Oh alabaster angels, dancing as you descend - Ride the wings of the coming wind
You shine so much brighter now - go forth, to much, much more wonderful times

poEm by mE~!!! entitled : diLeMMa....

loVe...
darN... the same word again..
it beats around my heart...
beats my heart too..
beats me..
y is there suCh a thing in this world?

torture u...
bless u..
hurt u...

hmmx...
izzit gd or izzit bad?

i ponder..
i wonder..
when will it be my tuRn?
to get a taste of this
bitter...?
souR...?
spiCy...?
sweet...?
feeling.......?

well...
nVr guessed someone like me...
so stubborn.. so head-strong...
will hav such a dilemma...

stubborn as i can be...
i m soft hearted...
strong as i can seem...
i m terribly weak...

falling in love duN seem real to me...
nVR!!!!
nvr ever real to me!!

is this jus a facade?
an illusion..?

dArn it...
y m i in this situation?!
where i cant even make my own decision?!

i cried...
weak as i can be...
teaRs...
wat do they reflect exactly?

my pain?
my sorrows?
my happiness?
my helplessness?
my dilemma?

WHAT EXACTLY DO THEY REFLECT?!
WHAT R THEY TRYING TO SHOW?!

igNitEd

When those soft fingers reach in the end,
Only now, only you, won't that be all you can believe in?
Everyone is breaking down, searching too long for a wish
You�re looking for a place where you can land
Wounded, unable to stop shaking
If these murmuring feelings are indeed our reality�
We break each other down till we can't even move
Our solitary wings overlapped,
We've not encountered the light;
Reveal the glare this age gives off
With eyes filled with sadness, with each kiss
Growing greater, growing softer, I felt I'd be protected
A heart without even one thing to hold on to
En route to solitude, there is a world losing sight
Things that can change grow frightening
In the deep pulsation that lies ahead
Painted in the exchanged flames, I can see eternity
We break each other down till we can't even move
Our solitary wings overlapped,
We've not encountered the light,
Only the glare this age gives off
I don't fear the power to change
In the deep pulsation that lies ahead
Painted in the exchanged flames
Carry out your destiny

BeLiEvE

Unable to find any words, I instinctively reached out to touch your shoulder
And you, without saying anything, coldly broke free
Because of a trivial misunderstanding, our young love is giving way
I don't want to see such a sad face
Even though your dream may be dissolving, just don't abandon that smile
It's what keeps my own heart glowing
We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And now the two of us stand with pained eyes and glances diverted,
But I believe we'll be able to meet again
The starry sky we used to gaze up at together, where so much light streamed through
All the memories of that still won't fade away
If you really listen for it, you'll begin to hear that phrase
in the melody of the flute that was played
And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place, I'll be right by your side once more
Surely we'll be together from now on, plunging ahead through these days
Because there could be a meaning to all of this after all
We swore one day to build the future with our own hands
At any cost, on this planet, no matter where on it you are
And behind the sky, in the tomorrow my heart depicts,
In that same place, I'll be right by your side once more
Now the two of us stand with pained eyes and glances diverted,
But I believe we'll be able to meet again

meteoR

They touch, although with icy fingertips
Illuminated by the frozen moon
My flawed heart still embraces the night, even as it burns out
That feeling that glittered off in the distance for a split-second - If it's love, I'll try for that vision
The light is freed and falls through the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope
The flame that's born of dying starts burns on in this, my final dream
If the sin that falls and covers everything turns to kindness, and if a thorn could become a smile
Like the unheard scream of a flower before it falls
The pain that searches for the fragility of a prayer stirs the period when the two of us met
The grief and the light are swallowed up by the waves, and in the midst of all this pain, you awaken
This bond that could be created because we were hurt is beginning to paint over the loneliness
Pouring my life into this; with whatever wings you have left - I'm begging you, please wrap me up in them
The light again falls though the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope
This mistake caves in and comes to an end, and my final dream continues on

fiNd thE way

Why do you, with your small hands,
try to carry all these wounds on your back?
It isn't for any one person's sake, please don't lose sight of that
Why am I, while hesitating,
unable to escape?
What I hope for is the sun, the sun to light the way...
Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
You'll find the way
You said, "I had a long dream...
It was a very sad dream,
but what I saw wasn't one bit clouded..."
I said, "It's okay to cry,
because I'll stay by your side no matter what."
What I wish for is a hand, a hand to reach up to me...
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
Even if we're the first ones afflicted with this pain...
Giving an answer surely isn't everything
I'll be patient, it's all right, and so are you...
Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
At the end of the path we've traveled we finally saw the light...
You'll find the way

Everyone, while wandering, is looking for an answer
If we were together, even time could be under our control
or so I thought back then
Instead time flows on, even the colors of the sky have changed,
and our hearts passed right on by each other
In the never-ending course of the seasons,
wouldn't it be nice if we could freeze time at that one moment?
The two of us, while still wandering,
are searching for love in the far corners of the darkness
What color is the sky right now where you are? As it is I can't ask again
As I continue to forget the important things in life, my heart becomes a little confused
Within our dazzling galaxy,
your heart is drawing in and approaching me
The two of us are just looking up at the stars,
and in this moment, the colors of the sky are all blending together
Don't let yourself forget the important things in life
A heart that knows no impurity
In the never-ending course of the seasons,
an hour will come when this planet will vanish into nothing
and all the things in my heart will be restored to zero
as I stare on with only the eyes of a boy
But for now we're together again, and toward the end of that dream
we start walking, hand in hand, never letting go

ReaSoN

The further we are apart, the nearer I feel you are.
Even my loneliness turns into strength... when I think of you.
In a time where streets, people and dreams change,
I could only oppose them.
I still did not realize,
That there are things that can't be conveyed even with words.
My lost dreams of wanting to hold you by my side,
For them, you said "Don't give up!"
The further we are apart, the nearer I feel you are.
Even my loneliness turns into strength... when I think of you.
The thing that pierces the gentle chest, that's a fragment of my dream.
The miracle that is our chanced meeting, believe in it once more.
In the days without you, I've stopped moving.
But now I am walking out of here.
All the coincidences we shared, certainly
They all have their meanings.
When our dreams comes true one by one, and we meet again,
The coincidences become destiny[*].
If even the torn promises can change into vows,
Can we also change back to the two of us from the time we met at that place?
The dear faces that resemble "kindness".
I can see with my eyes closed, I know you are here and holding my hand.
Even if I can't see the astrayed answers tomorrow,
I carry the truth known as "today" in order to meet you.
The further we are apart, the nearer I feel you are.
Even my loneliness turns into strength... when I think of you.
The thing that pierces the gentle chest, that's a fragment of my dream.
As it is, the miracle that is our chanced meeting, believe in it once more.